FIREPROOF

i keep on forgetting to share about this movie. this movie is a amazing a total aid for the broken, it cures relationship. a must watch, baby!

speaking honestly, i haven't watch the whole movie until it finished.. i missed the middle part because i had to do some stuffs, then when i came back, it was already near the ending and luckily, i watched the ending!

the story basically spills about a husband & wife relationship, the husband is a fireman and the wife works in the hospital..
they live an unhappy relationship, everyday is filled with quarrels and tempers. they both never agree on the same thing, and always think that the other side is wrong; until they got really sick of each other and they decided to go divorce.

when the dad of the husband called to ask about the current situation, he only said it's helpless and told his dad that the wife has signed the divorce letter.
then, the dad asked the husband to hold the divorce for 40 days, and asked him to take the 40 days love dare. clueless of what a love dare is, when jogged early in the morning, his dad posted him a book, tittled the love dare.
basically the love dare is a dare that has to be filled in the whole 40 days, and it promise to cure relationship. you have to take each day one, at a time. and everyday teach you about different thing, and tells you to do different dare.
i can't remember all the dares.. but the 1st dare is to hold your tongue, and not saying anything negative to your partner, no matter what. ( relates to the book of James)
day 20 is the toughest, you'll be very sick of holding on too long and yet no result is seen. but the dad only reminds him, its a 40 days love dare, not 20.
--------------------(cut the story)------------------------------------------------
and the end they got back together again and live happily ever after!
the missing part is for you to watch yourself, it is really an awesome movie :)

what i got from this movie were:
1. we tend to judge quickly, yet we shall always focus on the very last ending not the very current thing that we see. the process is always more bitter than the start, but the result is a sweet sweet one.
2. it takes one party (at least) to humble down and willing to settle the problem to cure a broken relationship, if both parties stand still; and think that the other party is wrong and wishing him/her to understand.. that will never happen.
3. there is a saying in the movie that i really love.. it says:
"son, don't say she undeserve it. if you're looking for the best, you'll never find one. do you think you are worth it too??"
4. nobody deserves anything, but because they know that they don't deserve it, that's why they deserve it. think upon His sacrifice on the cross, is it because we deserve it?
5. love is all about commitment and choice. once you set your choice, go ahead and stand still, even if calamities occur. along the road you'll see that the other party is ungrateful, but stand still you have chosen her/him anyway.
6. fireproof doesn't mean there's no fire, it means even when there's fire; we can withstand it.

i strongly suggest everyone to watch this movie, it's such a blessing.
for those who have cracked relationship, for those who is in love with someone but planning to let go because you think the person doesn't deserve it and isn't good enough..look there's always someone better. and the road is endless. "the grass in the neighbour is always greener."
i'll suggest to stay.. and learn deeper about that person.. then you'll find more to love in that person. :) never leave your partner behind.

even for those who are in a sweet relationship, i still suggest you to go and watch it; it'll make ur relationship even sweeter!

loves!

shi.. dou shi ni.

yeah, i know this song is kinda old.. but i fall in love again with this song ;)



Song Title: 都是你
Dou Shi Ni
It's All You


谁改变了我的世界
Shei gai bian le wo de shi jie
Who has changed my world

没有方向没有日夜
Mei you fang xiang mei you ri ye
No directions, no day and night

我看着天这一刻在想你
Wo kan zhe tian zhe yi ke zai xiang ni
As I look at the sky, at this moment, I think of you

是否会对我一样思念
Shi fou hui dui wo yi yang
Wonder if you have the same longing for me as I do for you

你曾说我们有一个梦
Ni ceng shuo wo men you yi ge meng
You once said that we have a dream

等到那天我们来实现
Deng dao na tian wo men lai shi xian
Waiting for that day when we make that dream come true

我望着天在心中默默念
Wo wang zhe tian zai xin zhong mo mo nian
I gazed at the sky, reading outloud in my heart silently

下一秒你出现在眼前
Xia yi miao ni chu xian zai yan qian
Wishing that the next second you'll appear before my eyes

想念的心装满的都是你
Xiang nian de xin zhuang man de dou shi ni
You are the one who fills up the longing in my heart

我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
Wo de gang qin tan zou dou shi ni
You are the one whom my piano plays tribute to

我的日记写满的都是你的名
Wo de ri ji xia man de dou shi ni de ming
Your name fills up my diary

才发现又另一个黎明
Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
To finally find out that there is another dawn

你曾说我们有一个梦
Ni ceng shuo wo men you yi ge meng
You once said that we have a dream

等到那天我们来实现
Deng dao na tian wo men lai shi xian
Waiting for that day when we make that dream come true

我望着天在心中默默念
Wo wang zhe tian zai xin zhong mo mo nian
I gazed at the sky, reading outloud in my heart silently

下一秒你出现在眼前
Xia yi miao ni chu xian zai yan qian
Wishing that the next second you'll appear before my eyes

想念的心装满的都是你
Xiang nian de xin zhuang man de dou shi ni
You are the one who fills up the longing in my heart

我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
Wo de gang qin tan zou dou shi ni
You are the one whom my piano plays tribute to

我的日记写满的都是你的名
Wo de ri ji xia man de dou shi ni de ming
Your name fills up my diary

才发现又另一个黎明
Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
To finally find out that there is another dawn

我的日记写满的都是你的名
Wo de ri ji xia man de dou shi ni de ming
Your name fills up my diary

才发现又另一个黎明
Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
To finally find out that there is another dawn

这是我对你爱的累积
Zhe shi wo dui ni ai de lei ji

give us clean hands

currently liking :

We bow our hearts
We bend our knees
Oh Spirit come make us humble
We turn our eyes
From evil things
Oh Lord we cast down our idols

So give us clean hands
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh give us clean hands
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh God let this be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob

We bow our hearts
We bend our knees
Oh Spirit come make us humble
We turn our eyes
From evil things
Oh Lord we cast down our idols

So give us clean hands
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Give us clean hands--Oh God
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob

Oh God of Jacob

(Give us clean hands)

So give us clean hands
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Give us clean hands--Oh God
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob

Oh God of Jacob
Oh God of Jacob

Give us clean hands
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Give us clean hands--Oh God
and give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob
Oh God let us be
a generation that seeks
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob

Oh God of Jacob


ps : anyone can teach me how to play the guitar?? the chords are linked to this webbie.

i did it again!

i've actually told my self not to get into love thingy too much, wanting not to write too many blogs about love; but ya i ended up trapped here, on my blog page having no other idea what to write but love.

trust me... i wonder too, when will i get bored of all these.. but the time just hasnt come yet! hahas//

neway, my fingertips 'unconsciously' pressed on the toolbar the link to my blog right after i saw one picture.. a picture.. of.. ahahas.. not telling you! this picture dragged to memoirs.. suddenly whatever says the elder has told me the day before the person left singapore began to popped up on my mind.. and everything starts to make sense.. (readers, i know you starts to get lost of what am i talking about) but that doesn't matter, cos im still going to go on no matter you can get what i was trying to say or not.. its my personal blog, my diary anyway :P

what's on my mind & heart right now :

yes, i so did doubt on His promises; even when he keep on showing ways to tell me that im still on the track no matter what other people, even believers might have said about me..
again, it's not what you see; but more to what you've heard, deny your vision and go on!
well, mine is still a mustard seed.. and im scared. i have to be honest about this. to take steps by faith continually even after you've seen wonders and miracles is still scary. well, at least for me it is!
and so, i've been promised of one thing by my Father. And i had no doubt at all about it at first, but since time began to flies, and chances of seeing things get changed just got smaller; i got trapped to mindplays. many whys fly on this brain.. and the selfish thought in me keep on finding reasons of why should i countinue believe in this promise. then after a sleepless night due to overflow tears and stupid girl' stuff; i began to one drawline conclusion.. "no matter what happen to me; no matter what my future will be, no matter that promise do come true or not, you're still my perfect God who doesn't lie. FULL STOP.
and so, i've reduced times thinking and wondering about that promises. until few days back, things remind me of this one old promise again.. one of my church member shared to me her queries, & well yes it reminds me of my old promise with God too. whatever she said seemed to slap my face, & my heart shouted "you hear that, He is loyal to His promises & whatever you've experienced were true & weren't coincidences; He is God of wonders"
but this dumbass (me) reject the statement; instead saying "whatever i've heard from the sharing was just coincidence, come on.. i can hear this kind from anyone even not believers"
then.... the day after that, i've had a long night talk with my friend's mom.. one part of the conversations touched this topic A LOTTT and deeply! & yes, she knowing nothing about my humble problems; can say this to me "if it's from God.. no matter what it'll still happen.. no matter what, no matter where, & no matter WHEN.. just don't think too much & don't be scared" this say stabbed me again! then me acting problemless; told some reasons to fight back with this woman but she could always answer me back, and won the conversations. but deep inside of me, i know she is a wise one; but i trully understood that it wasn't her replying my worries, it was God used her as a tool to remind me again about the promise, building my faith again so that i can still put hope at this promise cos this never fade.... why can't i say this?? bcause whatever she said was so much the same about what i've expected the answer to be.
then just now i've seen one picture, and it is connected with the promise too. God has shown me many answers, many pathways, many reasons to believe, yet only asking one heart to stay still & not just there to serve, but also to believe that i deserve to claim the rewards. and the rewards that He has been promising before has always been mine & not gonna be taken by anyone by anyways. it was, is, and will always be mine. Yesterday i watched a movie, named 12 rounds.. near to the ending there's a saying in a movie, it says "i've never doubt at you"
and @ this very moment.. i want to say, "i don't ever want to doubt again, & faithfully claiming the rewards.. not further thinking that i never deserve it.. but because i'm the unworthy who get the worthy because only You make me worth it."


stop the says.. let's just listen to this song.... a song sang by Guy Sebastian.. this song reflected my promise with God... like what Guy said, "i'll be forever greatfull, i'll be forever prayfull".

Angels brought me here - Guy Sebastian

premiere in your heart dear!! reflectsss... :*

... because i'm not perfect too.

im writting for every gals (me included) who always think that we deserve 'a lot' while we sometimes, only offer a little.. i just realized that make things standardised is perfect; but being always expectful is fool. let's us overlook :)

you won't be his first, his last, or his only.
he's loved before, he'll love again; but if..
he loves you now.. what else matters?
he's not perfect, and neither are you
and the two of you will never be perfect.
but if he makes you laugh at least once
causes you to think twice, and admits to being human,
and MAKING MISTAKES..
hold on to him.. and give him all you've got
he's not going to quote poetry, he's not going to be
thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him,
that he knows you can break.
don't hurt him, dont change him, dont expect too much from him,
smile when he makes you happy,
cry when he makes you sad,
and miss him when he's not there.. :)

valentine

valentine is love's day as everyone supposed. but for me, vday is everyday.. a normal day just like the other days..
neway, i spent this year valentine with my friends, wathing dvd together and eating pizza..
last year was spent wastedly, a movie seat with a gay and lunch at wendy's.. pyuhhh.. spending with lots lots lots of folks are way better..
this year shall be more and more special.. because my definition of loved ones are not always the guy im so into, but people whom you love, people who might not be too close to you, people who you sometimes forget only when you need them then you remember them.. those are the people i'm going to spend my next valentine with...... the night will be for my lovely parents.....

i love you everyone. i'm glad that i've ran into the people i've ran into and to know everyone that aren't strangers for me now are the biggest blessings that i can never ask for more..... love ya :)

happy valentine <3

a sleepless me

aummmmmm... yes, i am sleepless. been trying my best to hit the bed by the 10pm didnt actully work out. i ended up waking up again at 12pm and it causes me awakeness till 4am. the bad news is i had to wake up at 6.30 (well, supposedly).
now, with a sleepy face; im currently waiting for my guy friends playing dunno what supid computer games at e-max while at the same time doing this.
neway, i just read a forum at www.akupercaya.com
believe me thats a good source of reading! it leads you to the right direction in the correct manner. well, before i fall back to dream, i'll go back to my akupercaya.com
you should hit that website too one day! it's blessing!

WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS

this year is a phenomenon. i celebrated christmas twice.. and one more celebration to come..
my first celebration was with my ex school mates at CH and it was pleasant, 2nd celebration was with MDC family & 3rd celebration will be with kins.
christmas is all about gathering.. do u know why? do u remember what happened when Jesus was born? EVERYONE GATHERED. why shall we gather? to share the salvation, the happiness & to spread the warm of christmas.
last night we didn't really do any countdown until 00:00 but we welcome the day with a short praises and prayer. and im sure that i've spent the moment wisely rather than chilling at the orchard and shout merry christmas when the day comes.

anyone, the point of this post is just to wish everyone to have a merry christmas & hope that everyone feel the warm of christmas.. spread the love, kids of Jesus!

last, enjoy this song :)

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

one (last) sang.

i laughed at first when i heard that this was your ring tone, a weird japanese song.
but i began to love the song once i understand whats the lyric is trying to say, and that's when i read the subtitle..

so, bloggers if this song suits you too, enjoy..
(maybe you should off my music playlist on the left hand side so that you can focus on the song)




and im quite sure that i actually miss you too...... farewell, sayang!
enjoy your current life, cos im blessed with mine :)


xx - ollie.

babtism

and so the story started on the Nov29th, the day we had our bbq party. I was very tired, lacking of sleep hours due to rushing to cope with exam topics. And yet, aft school i couldn't go back but i need to shop for bbq. hmmmm... and blablabala.. lets just get to the interesting part, the bbq party.
and so.. due to boredom while waiting for the "amos" to empty the pit, we played splash water.. until me, mr.D, mr.L, & mr.P got wet. We wet each other untill our tee went wet & mr.D went to buy a swimming tong. I can't remember how many times i got wet & how many times the tee got wet after it dried.. i think 3 or 4 times.. we looked very childish in the water, untill the kids were looking at us, wondering what on earth we do.
And then when the 'smelly' bday tart cameeeee.. we threw tart onto each other faces.. and yuck, the tart actually stink! And so after washed up a little, we played with water again, splashed each other & threw each other into the water. the 'superman' on that day was mr.A who had successfully thrown few guys into the pool.
The bad thing is that i didn't bring any change.. but who cares, i just jumped into the swimming pool & swim rather than being thrown into the pool again!
balablabala.... aft the bbq finished....
me n ms.Y went to Holland to surprise mr.D, and that means we need to reach the house before he arrive, this hard because he drive. And so, after i got scolded by the taxi driver, i successfully reached before he reach. And i hide inside mr.G room, and stand at the back of the door for the last 60mins before the clock strikes to 12 with ms.Y i guessssss.. you know what standing with holding a tart for 60 mins was very boring & it seems like we've been standing for 3 hours..
And then.. we came out with the tart & candle blowing & pray.
when mr.P prayed, we already prepared babtism for mr.D.. that day was simple, only egg, sparkling grape, sweet soya sauce. We didn't use anything maggoty, nice us; rite?
And this is how he looked like aft the babtism.. and yes he stinks..


aft that he simply hugged everyone and dirtied everyone too! after that in that 'blue zone', we made detergent fight, oil fight, dishwasher liquid fight, ah we simply fought with every liquid that we can found in that zone. Oh ya, i remember we also used marquisa concentrate.. this is very very stickyyyyy!
Last, we had to queue for the bathroom.. and of course cleaning our outfit too.. we were all stinks and kinda freezing because all of us were wet! no exception..
hmmmm his bday is always a disaster, last year was an 'earthquake' this year was even a stronger earthquake.. fiuh..