thank you to the dearest you.

for all the thoughts that i've had, for all tears that i’ve shed, for all the troubles that had happened to me and i had overcome, for all the precious life lessons i’ve learned from you nothing i can give back apart from the meaningless word of thank you.
i’ve got so much from you, if i can say, you’re all the resources that i need to stay alive, and you’re the God sent. you may not look dazzling and different when i first met you. you’re just another human, who will draw another friendship story in my life.
as times goes by, i can never stop learning from you, from the time that we have shared, the joy that we’ve got together, the tears that we’ve shed, the pain that we’ve felt, the coincidences that we shared, and the God that we have been worshiping together. there is one thing that i can see very clearly, indirectly or directly; you’re always there. i don’t care if many say you’re just kind, but for me you’re the God sent. and if before i have never had the chance to see and feel it earlier, i feel guilty. For the chance that i’ve wasted stupidly, i’m truly sorry. for the love that i never care about before, i feel very troubled. let me tell you one secret, i can be like today mostly is because of you. i’ve learned most from you, your dedication, your love for others, your golden heart, those things that i’ve never realized before now become the most precious things that im eying for. i shouldn’t go for looks, cos they deceive. i shouldn’t go for wealth cos even that fades away. i shouldn’t go for health, cos nobody can run away from old sickness.i should go for love, and thanks He reminds me of that.
if i can have the chance to tell you before you tell me, let me be the first to tell you; you’re someone meaningful, and you’ve changed people or at least me to a better way. if i can choose to keep an accompany till i die, i’ll stick with God’s choice and favor you no matter what variable changes i’ll see in the future. even if you become a poor, even if you can’t use your eyes anymore, i can be your eyes. even if you become a handicapped, i can be your feet. as long still you still have the heart for me and for God i’ll still stick with you. you and your family shared smiles and tears with me and maybe that’s the best "sharing" moments i have ever had. thank you for everything. me and Jesus love you.